the second --- fade.

I've never told you, how scared I am of the dark. I've never told you, how much I care for you. don't leave me alone in crowds, i'll lose my way back home. don't send me to places far away, where you wont even remember me. am I so bad?



when sometimes, Dad swings me too high in the air, my eyes seacrh for you, hoping you'll come and hold me safe. I don't tell him, but I get petrified. I don't let it show, but heart sinks. you know everthing. don't you ma?

This is more than just a sream outloud. This is broken. I made my mistake. I wanna being them whom make you proud, cause this is so bad for being me. May I?

"did I grow up according to plan?" -- Simple Plan, Perfect.